Change of heart

Some of you (or most) that know me, when you read this you'll probably think "wow, I wonder what made this happen!" haha and you will also think its a wonderful thing. I honestly wish I knew what made me have this change of heart but something inside me snapped, so I decided to make a couple changes in my life.

Some of my values have been pretty out of wack, so this is what I've decided:

1-I will not marry until after I have a good paying, steady job going for me and I've dated the person for at least a year or more.
2-I am not gonna be so easily taken advantage of anymore.
3-The only voice I will listen to is my own, although its not a bad thing to get other opinions, but in the end I will decide whats right or wrong for myself.
4-I'm not gonna be so nice anymore. Yes, I will still be nice but on certain things I wont cuz I've been hurt too many times in the past because of it.
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5-I will not have a child until I am completely ready. That means both financially stable and headed in the right direction.


Those are things I've promised myself and I will NOT break them no matter what! I've been walked on one too many times, so I feel its time for some change in my life. I definitely feel I'll be more happier this way.
One thing that did make me have this change of heart is boys....ah yes! Gotta love boys. Haha. But some of the boys that have been in my life havent been the greatest people. I get boys I dont even know asking for a "sexy" picture and when I tell them no they will sit there and beg and beg til I finally cave in and even if I dont cave in they'll stop talking to me....is bullcrap! Well no more.
Number two, a couple of my ex's tried to get back with me, they begged, poured their hearts out, even tried asking me out again....but again....I said no. And yes, they got mad but I dont care! I dont like them anymore and they just need to realize that. So from this day forward....I am gonna be careful of the guys I date or even be friends with. I'm done attracting the idiots! Haha.
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From this day forward....I'm gonna be me. Take it or leave it.
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